Re: Birth-day
Posted: Thu May 21, 2009 3:18 pm
Aely hadn't taken much part in the bustling that surrounded the impending arrival of Threnn and Bricu's child. Phileas had let her know earlier that day that the birth was eminent - that day even - and everyone in the whole city seemed to know about it by the time she'd arrived in the bright afternoon sunlight of late spring.
Pfeh, ye'd jus' be in th' way, an' ye kens it. Birth's a squirrely thing, an' Haemon an' Annie's there, an' by th' whisperin' 'round town, likely half th' city's waitin' downstairs. Dinnae be a nuisance, lass, an' lend y'r hand later when th' new's worn off.
It was half true - there wasn't a shop in the canal district that didn't seem to already know about the impending baby. She'd stopped in at Morgan Pestle's, and even Mrs. Cross knew that something was up with the Riders. She'd bustled Aely in and out - apparently this week was Spring Cleaning at the Silver Shield - with her motherly voice scolding about bootprints on the stairs.
Fiffy! (who'd told her about THAT nickname, Aely wasn't sure, but was rather prepared to strangle them) I heard on the wind that Missus Bittertongue's babe's to be delivered - and she of her great weight as well. You ought to go, you know, you've seen births before, never know what you might help with. Don't touch the railing, lovey, it's oiled. Besides, that's the first babe in awhile for that ragtag bunch of ruffians you two tarry about with, yes? What an occasion, you don't want to miss it! Now get!!
She chased the much taller paladin up the stairs and outside, brandishing a dustmop furiously and shutting the door with a final "shoo" motion of her broom.
Aely made her way across town, decidedly not hurrying, towards the Gilded Rose.
The other half she wasn't quite willing to admit yet, at least not to herself. She /had/ helped births before - a handful or so, born to various women in the battlefield healing camps. Primitive births, dangerous and relatively rare, but not unheard of. The thought of Threnn in such a situation was slightly dizzying - the thought of her, or of the babe, not surviving was positively nauseating.
Dinna think pish, y' grea' ninny. 's nae like she's off in a battle tent wi' nae but y'rself as a new recruit's hand t' squeeze an' try t' keep frae screamin' y'rself.
Aely shook her head to clear her thoughts as she rounded the corner into the Mage District, trying not to internalize things too much and failing. She looked down at her hand, the ring sparkling on her first finger and sighed.
And stopped short.
She'd not come around the corner into view of the Rose yet, but she could hear the hushed bustling from inside - and a rather recognizable voice from somewhat nearer. Curiosity, nerves, and some sense of honor battled for a moment before curiosity won, and she waited, listening to the one sided conversation between Phileas and the lanky puppy that followed him everywhere lately.
A few moments later, she walked around the corner, torn between a handful of reactions.
"Mmrpht. 'lo love." She sat down on the ground near him. Seconds passed that felt like hours, until they both started talking at once.
"I s'pose ye heard..."
"Overheard ye talkin' wi' Sky, an'..."
"I can explain, if tha'll hear..."
"I dinnae wan' t' eavesdrop, jus'..."
"Dinna want t' worrit ye wi'..."
"Laigh' Philly, I..."
She looked at him, at a loss, and slumped against the side of the stairs.
Huh. Th' porch is shakin'. It took Phileas a moment to realize that in fact, it wasn't the porch that was shaking...it was him. He couldn't even really explain why, but there he was, shivering harder in the May sunshine of Stormwind harder than he ever had in the chill of Northrend. He looked over at Aely, trying to come up with something, anything to say that would brush away the words she wasn't ever supposed to have heard. He tried to laugh, but couldn't. Unable to look at the paladin any longer, he fixed his eyes on the cobbles. Disobediently, his eyes wandered up to focus on his hands, still vibrating with nerves.
"M'sorry...tha werenae...sorry." The expression on Aelflaed's face had stolen any other words. He gulped, and waited to see if his life was about to fall apart due to his talking to a dog. He wanted to run, to go back to Dalaran, back to Sholazar, back to somewhere that he could understand something and master it by sticking a dagger or two in it. But he knew if he ran now, there would be nowhere he could go that would be far enough.
Aely looked back up at him, noticing his hands shaking, half afraid that he would vanish.
"Dinnae be." she spoke softly, almost as though speaking to herself. She looked back at her hands, surprised at the total wash of emotion and nerves that hit her when she saw his face. "I'm nae sorry - well, owt than feelin' sommat dishonest 'bout it. Bu'... no - dinnae be sorry."
Her voice wavered. "Dinnae be sorry f'r owt than tha' ye dinnae say sommat sooner. Sweet Laigh' Phileas... dinnae ye think I'm terrified 'swell?" She reached a hand up to take one of his - her own fingers shaking as well.
The wide-eyed look he gave her made it evident that the idea of her being scared had never crossed his mind. “I...I thowt tha was nervy, maybe...but nae scairt. Nae like...like this.” He twined his fingers through hers, as though he were afraid that the arrival of the baby and the conversation they were having would sweep her away. “Feck's sake...'f we wan' this...why're we sittin' here shakin' like we're abou' tae gae face a dragon air summat? Does bein' scairt mean we're tellin' oursel's we shouldnae...shouldnae be doin' wha' we're doin'?”
"I... well, dinnae ken. I've nae been in th' situation afore, m'self. Bu' I dinnae think's th' wrong thing, t' be sure." She leaned her head back against the edge of the step.
"Wir taken on sommat ... fair important, like. 'S nae sommat easy t' do - an' ... an' means wir takin' on th' world as twa, 'staid ay jus' one. An' someday - wi' a family. An' tha's good things, fairly - an' yet positively takes th' wind frae my chest thinkin' 'bout it, an' wha' happens if sommat goes wrong an' one of us dinnae come back some evenin'. An' I s'pose we've time t' get used t' bein' husband an' wife 'fore we've got t' think on bein' muir an' tha', on family ay our own, bu' laight..."
Aely looked back up at him. "An' I'm ramblin'. Sorry, love."
One corner of Phileas' mouth quirked up as he brushed a stray strand of hair out of Aely's face. "I almos' thin' havin' a family woul' make thin's simpler. The Riders be righ' gran'...but I dinnae thin' owt a'them coul' keep me frae jus' lyin' down beside thee an' quittin' if I were tae lose thee. Nae like a bairn woul'. Bes' nae tae borra that sorrow till th' day of, though. So far's I'm concerned, thee an' me are feckin' immortal...till th' day comes as I'm proved eytherwise."
The paladin shivered. "Fair enow, jus'... dinnae le's talk this way t'day - nae wi' all's goin' upstairs... 's bad luck, on a day wha' can ne'er be sure ay th' outcome. I've seen births tha' dinnae go well, f'r mum air bairn, an' I dinnae wan' t' jinx anythin' f'r Threnny. I s'pose tha's part ay th' fear - 's nae surety wi' a bairn tha' eyther ay us'd survive th' process - an' my mum dinna have luck wi' carryin' eyther."
He squeezed her hand, but didn't say anything.
"How's allat goin' anyroad - y' heard anythin' frae upstairs?"
Phileas shook his head. "Nowt frae there...save Indarra comin' in an' goin' up all of a hurry. Guess that be importan'. An' they'll nae be jinxed - Mum, Da, an' bairn be all Bittertongues." Phileas chuckled softly as he ran his thumb over the back of Aely's hand, amazed at how steady their hands were together. Takin' on th' worl' as twa' 'stead ay one. Doesnae make it less frightenin' I guess...but so long's th' eyther one's her...we'll be awreet.
"They'll be awreet."
Pfeh, ye'd jus' be in th' way, an' ye kens it. Birth's a squirrely thing, an' Haemon an' Annie's there, an' by th' whisperin' 'round town, likely half th' city's waitin' downstairs. Dinnae be a nuisance, lass, an' lend y'r hand later when th' new's worn off.
It was half true - there wasn't a shop in the canal district that didn't seem to already know about the impending baby. She'd stopped in at Morgan Pestle's, and even Mrs. Cross knew that something was up with the Riders. She'd bustled Aely in and out - apparently this week was Spring Cleaning at the Silver Shield - with her motherly voice scolding about bootprints on the stairs.
Fiffy! (who'd told her about THAT nickname, Aely wasn't sure, but was rather prepared to strangle them) I heard on the wind that Missus Bittertongue's babe's to be delivered - and she of her great weight as well. You ought to go, you know, you've seen births before, never know what you might help with. Don't touch the railing, lovey, it's oiled. Besides, that's the first babe in awhile for that ragtag bunch of ruffians you two tarry about with, yes? What an occasion, you don't want to miss it! Now get!!
She chased the much taller paladin up the stairs and outside, brandishing a dustmop furiously and shutting the door with a final "shoo" motion of her broom.
Aely made her way across town, decidedly not hurrying, towards the Gilded Rose.
The other half she wasn't quite willing to admit yet, at least not to herself. She /had/ helped births before - a handful or so, born to various women in the battlefield healing camps. Primitive births, dangerous and relatively rare, but not unheard of. The thought of Threnn in such a situation was slightly dizzying - the thought of her, or of the babe, not surviving was positively nauseating.
Dinna think pish, y' grea' ninny. 's nae like she's off in a battle tent wi' nae but y'rself as a new recruit's hand t' squeeze an' try t' keep frae screamin' y'rself.
Aely shook her head to clear her thoughts as she rounded the corner into the Mage District, trying not to internalize things too much and failing. She looked down at her hand, the ring sparkling on her first finger and sighed.
And stopped short.
She'd not come around the corner into view of the Rose yet, but she could hear the hushed bustling from inside - and a rather recognizable voice from somewhat nearer. Curiosity, nerves, and some sense of honor battled for a moment before curiosity won, and she waited, listening to the one sided conversation between Phileas and the lanky puppy that followed him everywhere lately.
A few moments later, she walked around the corner, torn between a handful of reactions.
"Mmrpht. 'lo love." She sat down on the ground near him. Seconds passed that felt like hours, until they both started talking at once.
"I s'pose ye heard..."
"Overheard ye talkin' wi' Sky, an'..."
"I can explain, if tha'll hear..."
"I dinnae wan' t' eavesdrop, jus'..."
"Dinna want t' worrit ye wi'..."
"Laigh' Philly, I..."
She looked at him, at a loss, and slumped against the side of the stairs.
Huh. Th' porch is shakin'. It took Phileas a moment to realize that in fact, it wasn't the porch that was shaking...it was him. He couldn't even really explain why, but there he was, shivering harder in the May sunshine of Stormwind harder than he ever had in the chill of Northrend. He looked over at Aely, trying to come up with something, anything to say that would brush away the words she wasn't ever supposed to have heard. He tried to laugh, but couldn't. Unable to look at the paladin any longer, he fixed his eyes on the cobbles. Disobediently, his eyes wandered up to focus on his hands, still vibrating with nerves.
"M'sorry...tha werenae...sorry." The expression on Aelflaed's face had stolen any other words. He gulped, and waited to see if his life was about to fall apart due to his talking to a dog. He wanted to run, to go back to Dalaran, back to Sholazar, back to somewhere that he could understand something and master it by sticking a dagger or two in it. But he knew if he ran now, there would be nowhere he could go that would be far enough.
Aely looked back up at him, noticing his hands shaking, half afraid that he would vanish.
"Dinnae be." she spoke softly, almost as though speaking to herself. She looked back at her hands, surprised at the total wash of emotion and nerves that hit her when she saw his face. "I'm nae sorry - well, owt than feelin' sommat dishonest 'bout it. Bu'... no - dinnae be sorry."
Her voice wavered. "Dinnae be sorry f'r owt than tha' ye dinnae say sommat sooner. Sweet Laigh' Phileas... dinnae ye think I'm terrified 'swell?" She reached a hand up to take one of his - her own fingers shaking as well.
The wide-eyed look he gave her made it evident that the idea of her being scared had never crossed his mind. “I...I thowt tha was nervy, maybe...but nae scairt. Nae like...like this.” He twined his fingers through hers, as though he were afraid that the arrival of the baby and the conversation they were having would sweep her away. “Feck's sake...'f we wan' this...why're we sittin' here shakin' like we're abou' tae gae face a dragon air summat? Does bein' scairt mean we're tellin' oursel's we shouldnae...shouldnae be doin' wha' we're doin'?”
"I... well, dinnae ken. I've nae been in th' situation afore, m'self. Bu' I dinnae think's th' wrong thing, t' be sure." She leaned her head back against the edge of the step.
"Wir taken on sommat ... fair important, like. 'S nae sommat easy t' do - an' ... an' means wir takin' on th' world as twa, 'staid ay jus' one. An' someday - wi' a family. An' tha's good things, fairly - an' yet positively takes th' wind frae my chest thinkin' 'bout it, an' wha' happens if sommat goes wrong an' one of us dinnae come back some evenin'. An' I s'pose we've time t' get used t' bein' husband an' wife 'fore we've got t' think on bein' muir an' tha', on family ay our own, bu' laight..."
Aely looked back up at him. "An' I'm ramblin'. Sorry, love."
One corner of Phileas' mouth quirked up as he brushed a stray strand of hair out of Aely's face. "I almos' thin' havin' a family woul' make thin's simpler. The Riders be righ' gran'...but I dinnae thin' owt a'them coul' keep me frae jus' lyin' down beside thee an' quittin' if I were tae lose thee. Nae like a bairn woul'. Bes' nae tae borra that sorrow till th' day of, though. So far's I'm concerned, thee an' me are feckin' immortal...till th' day comes as I'm proved eytherwise."
The paladin shivered. "Fair enow, jus'... dinnae le's talk this way t'day - nae wi' all's goin' upstairs... 's bad luck, on a day wha' can ne'er be sure ay th' outcome. I've seen births tha' dinnae go well, f'r mum air bairn, an' I dinnae wan' t' jinx anythin' f'r Threnny. I s'pose tha's part ay th' fear - 's nae surety wi' a bairn tha' eyther ay us'd survive th' process - an' my mum dinna have luck wi' carryin' eyther."
He squeezed her hand, but didn't say anything.
"How's allat goin' anyroad - y' heard anythin' frae upstairs?"
Phileas shook his head. "Nowt frae there...save Indarra comin' in an' goin' up all of a hurry. Guess that be importan'. An' they'll nae be jinxed - Mum, Da, an' bairn be all Bittertongues." Phileas chuckled softly as he ran his thumb over the back of Aely's hand, amazed at how steady their hands were together. Takin' on th' worl' as twa' 'stead ay one. Doesnae make it less frightenin' I guess...but so long's th' eyther one's her...we'll be awreet.
"They'll be awreet."