Fallah's haunting
Posted: Wed Apr 07, 2010 11:57 pm
((occurs between the Letter to Pa fic and Yva's piece for Fallah))
Smoke filled the room, stinging her eyes and filling her mouth with the taste of ash. Her fingers scrabbled at the walls desperately but found only smooth wooden planks. Fallah knew there was a door here, somewhere, there had to be a door. There had to be a way out. She could feel tears streaming down her cheeks as she tried to blink the smoke away. Her throat ached with it, her lungs burned with it. Where was the Light-forsaken door? Suddenly she felt a blast of heat behind her and an orange-glow washed over the room as the fire encroached. Her ears were full of roaring and whirling fire: it almost sounded like it was a growling and wailing beast. Heart-pounding, Fallah suddenly caught a glimpse of a handle in the gloom and threw herself toward it. The door swung open easily and Fallah stumbled out into the darkness. She found herself gasping for breath facing the forest. A sense of forboding loomed over her still and she turned to look at the burning farmhouse. Faces in the upstairs window looked out at her. Faces twisted with pain and fear. Her parents, trapped upstairs. The high keening wail she heard wasn't the fire whistling through the frame, it was her mother's voice. Her mother calling for her, begging her to help them. She took one step back toward the inferno when a terrible blast shook the structure and drove her to her knees.
"Mother, Father! No!" Fallah wailed into the darkness as the farmhouse began to collapse. Then, something grabbed her shoulder...
“Fallah! Fallah, wake up!”
She woke with a start, her opposite hand forming a fist and beginning to take a swing when her vision cleared. Takani’s worried face hovered over her. She took a deep breath and sat up, ignoring the interrupted punch aimed at him.
“It happened again, didn’t it?” she asked. Her voice came out in a rasp and her throat felt raw. Takani nodded and gently took a seat beside her, then fluidly shifted into cat form.
“What was it this time?”
“The farmhouse. My parents.” She paused to catch her breath as her eyes filled with tears and her throat closed up. “It was….a fire,” she choked out. “I made it into the yard but they….they…” She dissolved into sobs, her self-restraint finally shattering. She wept into the furry shoulder beside her. She had been having nightmares for a week straight, but never the same one twice. Most of them involved her parents in some way.
Takani let her cry herself out. After the first nightmare, she had found it easier to confide in him as a cat. However, this was the first time he had seen her cry. She took a deep breath and burrowed her fingers into the fur at his shoulders, scritching.
“You know Tak, when you first asked to spend the night here, I thought I was doing YOU a favor.”
They both chucked quietly.
“I’m not sure how this is a favor,” he replied. “A stuffed bear would have the same effect.”
“I can’t talk to a stuffed bear, fuzzybutt.” She paused. “Well, I could. But it wouldn’t talk back.”
“Well…you know I can turn into a bear. I wouldn’t be stuffed though,” Takani grinned. Fallah cracked a smile for the first time that morning. “So-why do you think your dreams keep coming back to your parents? Doesn’t that seem strange to you?” Takani asked.
Fallah looked at him quizzically. “What do you mean? They are the most important people in my life! Of course I would be devastated if something happened to them.”
Takani blinked at Fallah. “I was thinking about why you keep having bad dreams about them…and not…you know happy dreams?”
“I…don’t know. Ever since we came back from Caer Darrow I’ve been having nightmares. But my parents weren’t involved in that at all. Why am I having nightmares about them?” Fallah chewed her lip. “Are you having any nightmares Tak?”
Takani looked away from Fallah trying not to answer the question she just asked “Yes….I have.”
Fallah looked surprised. “You have? Why haven’t you mentioned it before?”
Takani glanced at Fallah “It’s…not something I really like talking about.”
Fallah shifted uncomfortably. “I don’t want to pry. I just…I feel vulnerable. Shared pain is halved. Or something.” Takani looked at her. “It’s fine…I usually dream about my parents.”
“Oh. And after last week, of course it would be nightmares.” Fallah thought for a moment. “I have a feeling your nightmares about your parents and my nightmares about my parents are quite different.”
Takani raised his eyebrows “Oh? How do you think?”
Fallah looked down at Takani. “Mine have all been about terrible things happening to my parents. I’d guess that yours are about your father doing terrible things to you?”
Takani nodded “…Yea…I had alot of those…I just don’t know…they keep getting stranger..and stranger…”
“Stranger how?”
“It’s just…I keep having the dream about him giving me my scar…but..I had one time where he actually….sliced me in half…”
Fallah felt the color drain from her face. “No wonder you don’t want to talk about it.”
Takani nodded.
Fallah looked around her small room, searching for something else to say. The spare bed was rumpled, evidence that Takani had spent at least a few hours curled up there. A slight glow of pre-dawn light was visible around the edge of the curtains. The stubs of four white candles sat at each corner of her bed.
“So much for the holy protection of the Light,” she grumbled. The candles were from the Cathedral, blessed by a priest, just as Bricu had suggested.
“It was worth a try,” Takani said simply. “You yourself already lit this place up with holy magic several times without effect.”
Fallah sighed. She was about to reply when a knock sounded at the door. They exchanged confused glances, and Fallah slid out of bed, pulling on a robe over her nightgown. The hallway was empty save for an envelope addressed to her. She clicked the door shut quietly, then stood and read the letter quickly.
“Your Pa?” Takani asked. Fallah shook her head, re-reading the letter over and over again.
“No. Not Pa. The bishop is asking me for a favor,” she replied. “He needs me to travel to Menethil Harbor.”
Smoke filled the room, stinging her eyes and filling her mouth with the taste of ash. Her fingers scrabbled at the walls desperately but found only smooth wooden planks. Fallah knew there was a door here, somewhere, there had to be a door. There had to be a way out. She could feel tears streaming down her cheeks as she tried to blink the smoke away. Her throat ached with it, her lungs burned with it. Where was the Light-forsaken door? Suddenly she felt a blast of heat behind her and an orange-glow washed over the room as the fire encroached. Her ears were full of roaring and whirling fire: it almost sounded like it was a growling and wailing beast. Heart-pounding, Fallah suddenly caught a glimpse of a handle in the gloom and threw herself toward it. The door swung open easily and Fallah stumbled out into the darkness. She found herself gasping for breath facing the forest. A sense of forboding loomed over her still and she turned to look at the burning farmhouse. Faces in the upstairs window looked out at her. Faces twisted with pain and fear. Her parents, trapped upstairs. The high keening wail she heard wasn't the fire whistling through the frame, it was her mother's voice. Her mother calling for her, begging her to help them. She took one step back toward the inferno when a terrible blast shook the structure and drove her to her knees.
"Mother, Father! No!" Fallah wailed into the darkness as the farmhouse began to collapse. Then, something grabbed her shoulder...
“Fallah! Fallah, wake up!”
She woke with a start, her opposite hand forming a fist and beginning to take a swing when her vision cleared. Takani’s worried face hovered over her. She took a deep breath and sat up, ignoring the interrupted punch aimed at him.
“It happened again, didn’t it?” she asked. Her voice came out in a rasp and her throat felt raw. Takani nodded and gently took a seat beside her, then fluidly shifted into cat form.
“What was it this time?”
“The farmhouse. My parents.” She paused to catch her breath as her eyes filled with tears and her throat closed up. “It was….a fire,” she choked out. “I made it into the yard but they….they…” She dissolved into sobs, her self-restraint finally shattering. She wept into the furry shoulder beside her. She had been having nightmares for a week straight, but never the same one twice. Most of them involved her parents in some way.
Takani let her cry herself out. After the first nightmare, she had found it easier to confide in him as a cat. However, this was the first time he had seen her cry. She took a deep breath and burrowed her fingers into the fur at his shoulders, scritching.
“You know Tak, when you first asked to spend the night here, I thought I was doing YOU a favor.”
They both chucked quietly.
“I’m not sure how this is a favor,” he replied. “A stuffed bear would have the same effect.”
“I can’t talk to a stuffed bear, fuzzybutt.” She paused. “Well, I could. But it wouldn’t talk back.”
“Well…you know I can turn into a bear. I wouldn’t be stuffed though,” Takani grinned. Fallah cracked a smile for the first time that morning. “So-why do you think your dreams keep coming back to your parents? Doesn’t that seem strange to you?” Takani asked.
Fallah looked at him quizzically. “What do you mean? They are the most important people in my life! Of course I would be devastated if something happened to them.”
Takani blinked at Fallah. “I was thinking about why you keep having bad dreams about them…and not…you know happy dreams?”
“I…don’t know. Ever since we came back from Caer Darrow I’ve been having nightmares. But my parents weren’t involved in that at all. Why am I having nightmares about them?” Fallah chewed her lip. “Are you having any nightmares Tak?”
Takani looked away from Fallah trying not to answer the question she just asked “Yes….I have.”
Fallah looked surprised. “You have? Why haven’t you mentioned it before?”
Takani glanced at Fallah “It’s…not something I really like talking about.”
Fallah shifted uncomfortably. “I don’t want to pry. I just…I feel vulnerable. Shared pain is halved. Or something.” Takani looked at her. “It’s fine…I usually dream about my parents.”
“Oh. And after last week, of course it would be nightmares.” Fallah thought for a moment. “I have a feeling your nightmares about your parents and my nightmares about my parents are quite different.”
Takani raised his eyebrows “Oh? How do you think?”
Fallah looked down at Takani. “Mine have all been about terrible things happening to my parents. I’d guess that yours are about your father doing terrible things to you?”
Takani nodded “…Yea…I had alot of those…I just don’t know…they keep getting stranger..and stranger…”
“Stranger how?”
“It’s just…I keep having the dream about him giving me my scar…but..I had one time where he actually….sliced me in half…”
Fallah felt the color drain from her face. “No wonder you don’t want to talk about it.”
Takani nodded.
Fallah looked around her small room, searching for something else to say. The spare bed was rumpled, evidence that Takani had spent at least a few hours curled up there. A slight glow of pre-dawn light was visible around the edge of the curtains. The stubs of four white candles sat at each corner of her bed.
“So much for the holy protection of the Light,” she grumbled. The candles were from the Cathedral, blessed by a priest, just as Bricu had suggested.
“It was worth a try,” Takani said simply. “You yourself already lit this place up with holy magic several times without effect.”
Fallah sighed. She was about to reply when a knock sounded at the door. They exchanged confused glances, and Fallah slid out of bed, pulling on a robe over her nightgown. The hallway was empty save for an envelope addressed to her. She clicked the door shut quietly, then stood and read the letter quickly.
“Your Pa?” Takani asked. Fallah shook her head, re-reading the letter over and over again.
“No. Not Pa. The bishop is asking me for a favor,” she replied. “He needs me to travel to Menethil Harbor.”